Nothing ventured, nothing gained

It’s a shame really.. losing someone you were committed to spending the rest of your life with, everything just feels so empty and hopeless without them there.. without their love surrounding you, as if something is always missing.. something you had, and want back.. but knowing in your heart that it may never come back, something only experienced once with one person.. a sort of “true love” that you could never replace, and once it’s over you know.. that you’ll never find it again, and the time in your life you had to embrace it, cherish it, and love it.. has passed, and now you live on in solitude.. wanting that feeling back, that love.. but it’s off moving on, without you.. and the loneliness sinks in, and you realize you’ll forever be alone.. maybe not physically, or perhaps emotionally.. but in matters of true unconditional love, you will be.. and you regret having found it, and losing it.. because had you not, you may still have hope that it’s out there.. but had you experienced it? You know there is nothing better left for you that what you had once shared with someone so important to you, you wanna fight to get it back.. but know that it may just cause more unyielding pain, that your determination to feel that again may not be shared in their eyes